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LIFE
Sabtu, 4 Ogos 2012 @ 7:38:00 PTG | 0 Comment [s]
Mungkin tak desy dapat rumah tangga yg bahagia? Well Allah kan sering bg dugaan kpd hambanya. Nak tak nak kena ikhlas menerima dalam kata lain redha.
Dah lama hidup bagai patung cendana, seolah olah takda perasaan langsung. Nak buat macam mana, Allah takdirkan semua ni untuk desy sebab desy je yg boleh lalui kehidupan macam ni, desy kan hebat.
Hah hebatla sangat, berapa kali jatuh tersungkur? Bak kata orang kegagalan tu membawa kejayaan. How bout me? Jatuh berkali-kali dalam perangkap yg sama? Bodoh!
As you know, I hate myself much. I try to love myself but can't
Mana pergi kekuatan? Mana pergi prinsip kehidupan?
Orang macam desy ni boleh berjaya ke? Go to hell la kan
I know every sin must have the punishment
Hah desy cakap seolah-olah orang tak pernah kenal tuhan, kenapa lah aku jadi macam ni, susah sangat ke nak hidup macam orang lain? Wtf with just be yourself. You know what is myself? Pure evil ! Bitch is more better than me
Banyaknya tanggungjawab. Banyaknya beban.
Aku hidup untuk semua ni ke?
Allah sedang menguji keikhlasan kau desy ! Ingat tuhan !
Percuma Allah dan Nabi sayang desy. Desy yang menzalimi diri sendiri!
Apa yg dapat puaskan hati desy? Nothing! Zero!
If I can punish myself ! Just to see this blood out ! My life just full with the life less and sadness !
If I gone, no one notice nothing will be change. This earth still go on, just without me inside
Mom are you need me? Dad I will take care of you.... Dear unknown are you still love me? I'm bitch ! Not suit for you at all
Allah, I'm sorry to make this life be so cruel ! I'm sorry to hurt this body that you give ! I'm sorry that I put the evil spirit in my heart ! I never take care what you already give to me.
I'M SORRY
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Notes! Assalamu'alaikum wa Rahmatullah wa Barakatuh. This is my blog. In very little space from the Worldwide web. This could be the place where I can have freedom to express myself, whenever I wanted to, post non-sense shit, type asdfghjkl till I got tired like an idiot.
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